New hair

Hi guys!!! I've been looking forward to this day for a really long time and I finally got my hair dyed!!!!! I've been wanting to try ombré hair since I started watching zoella's videos and I finally did it, even though it was really out of my comfort zone. Was kind of a yolo (lol) choice for me and I'm still very nervous about going out with it haha but I know I'll be more confident about it soon.

We wanted to go to this super good dimsum place for breakfast but it was closed so we had to settle for another place. The food was average..... school's ones are actually better haha opps







super filling after that huge pao and we headed to the salon!!! It was my first time at a salon so I was really excited :-) they did my mom's hair before mine cause mine need a lot of work.

p.s. i showed the guy this picture as a sample btw, if anyone of you wants to try it too hahaha


I had to bleach the ends of my hair & he said that bleaching is as harmful as dyeing your hair 5 times, but it didn't really affect me cause I will have to snip them off soon :-)


spent 4 hours at the salon and there wasn't internet available so I was zoning out most of the time haha




Getting my hair washed at a salon for the first time HAHAHAHA. I think my hair turned out good!! But there's kind of a yellowish hue to it at the bottom which will go away after a few washes :-) can't wait for the final results!!!










Dad had to wait for us and he brought us to a cafe next door to have lunch after we were done!! He was so willing to let me dye whatever I want, thanks daddy ILYSM :*



I was really full but the food was good! & cheap compared to singapore haha



I took this to trick my friends that I dyed full head blonde but I failed... that was actually quite lame I'm sorry HAHA





I like how it looks like in a fishtail braid!!! Hehe maybe I'll tie it for work :) I couldn't find any other hair band so I had to use this fat one and it looked kinda weird xD





Sorry for the excessive amount of pictures of my hair haha and I'm honestly very very very nervous about going out with it. Like I know I'm gonna get stares from strangers & and I'm quite worried about the response from my friends tomorrow! But ah, like what Amabelle said, it's just like me going out for the first time with my contact lens, I'll get used to it soon :) and hopefully the people around me will too!! Kinda bummed that I'll have to dye it back so soon. Well, I have something off my bucket list so that's good :)

First day of work at IT fair tomorrow!!!! hope everything goes well & we won't face any problematic customers ;-) thanks to some of my friends for being so encouraging!!!! & for the super nice comments on instagram :) I shall head to bed soon g'night!!! :)

Eeming was the one who asked me to try and I can't wait for his reply!!!!!!!!!!

Cycling + Changi village

Woke up early today (compared to usual), we were supposed to meet at chia te's house at 10am and I ended up waking up at 9.30am. I couldn't get out of bed bc my body clock is honestly screwed hahaha. Tjin yang had to wait for quite awhile for me haha sorry boss. Met Chia te, Dino & Ding Xuan at chia te's house and we started cycling to Xin Ran's house to meet him before cycling all the way to punggol :-)




It was a nice place to cycle bc the roads were empty and very wide, there were hardly any cars so we had the whole road to ourselves (yay), reached punggol and we cycled a super long distance! Then we had to cycle double the distance to Popeyes to have our lunch, we were so tired by then lol.




Punggol is a very nice place to cycle but it's so huge and our butts were aching super badly because of the bicycle seats HAHAHAHA It still hurts as I'm typing now. We only brought one lock so we had to lock all 6 bikes with one lock :'D


Cycled all the way back to chia te's house and we were so tired by that time!!! The guys went to settle some stuffs while I stayed at chia te's house and slacked :-) Dino & tjin yang came over after awhile and we started doing some stupid things HAHAHAHA. Fun tho, super lepak session hahahaha. We stayed until about 7 before meeting up with Zhi Yu and Ding Xuan! Then we took the bus down to changi village for dinner :-)








Chia te's dad treated us!!!! THANKS CHIA :D sat around and talked and we headed home afterwards. Super inconvenience place for tjin yang & I!!!! there were hardly any buses there, but the trip home was somehow quite fast :D

Great day spent with them!!!! :-) i can't wait to go to Malaysia with my parents tomorrow! I'LL FINALLY BE DYEING MY HAIR YAY, hope it turns out good! I'm so tired and I shall head to bed, g'night :)

Job training

It's 2am and I've been trying to fall asleep since 11pm but I'm still wide awake :-( gotta get up early tomorrow bc I'm gg cycling with chia te & some of the guys tomorrow!!! my wound hasn't really recovered much so I hope it doesn't affect or anything, such a risk.
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Went for job training with Zhiyu & Chia Te just now. We were kinda dreading it, I know I was, but time went by pretty quickly I suppose! Our 'bosses'/people in charge are really nice! They treated us to McDonald's for dinner, and they will be treating us to McBreakfast on the first day of work :D There'll also be a celebration for us on the last day of work! Very bummed that the 3 of us were being placed in 3 different booths for the IT fair but we can't do anything about it. Hope I'll be able to work well with my team!! There are awards to be won for team efforts as well! Sounds like a fun first job hahaha. Kinda nervous especially since how it'll be my first job, but I'm excited as well :-)

We'll be selling HP printers btw!!! please come and support if you're interested in getting a printer! ;-)

I'm looking forward to finally getting my hair dyed when I go to Malaysia with my fam! I'm thinking of dip-dyeing if it's not too expensive, not worth it cuz I'll be dyeing it back soon next year. Can't wait for my date with Amabelle next week, for my catch up session with Ruixin, for eeming to come back from S.africa (he's living the life man) and go to the zoo, a couple of other dates, for my bangkok trip and chalet with the clique!!!!!!!! Exciting plans coming up yay :)

Gotta sleep or I'll not be able to wake up tomorrow

at 8.30am

I've been waking up at 1pm

how am I going to

sigh

ok

g'night

30 facts about me

before you read on, I'll just like to say that I'm being completely honest in this post and there's nothing I can do if you choose to interpret it in a different way so yep :-)
1) I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER and I'm proud of it. I've been a belieber since 2009 which means it's gonna be my 5th year being a belieber soon and I still love him as much :') The reason why you hardly see me fangirl on twitter is because I do have a belieber account that has been with me since 2009!!! I tend to get a lil' vulgar when I get agitated there (opps) because I think it's extremely dumb how people judge him by his actions and how the media portrays justin. I mean, yes, he did make a lot of wrong choices and the media loves to blow things up, and what most people tend to forget is that he is human, he makes mistakes and there are a lot of good things he has done yet no one take notice of!!!!!!

If you have the time:

http://jdbavenue.tumblr.com/post/67858061443/wingstosfly-wow-what-an-asshole-he-is-such-a

http://jdbavenue.tumblr.com/post/67219666196/ilovanal-since-we-have-a-bunch-of-uneducated

2) I'm an extremely indecisive/fickle-minded person. I take a super long time making up my mind about something, anything in fact. For example, a simple task like choosing a kind of design for a scrapbook paper at urban write. I can easily take up to 1-2 hours there. And earlier on today, I took one whole hour trying to decide whether to get a fish-eye lens or wide angle lens hahaha.

3) I have 2 elder brothers whom I'm blessed with and we have a pretty huge age difference. My eldest brother is 9 years older and my second elder brother is 5 years older!! I will never understand sibling rivalry hehe.

4) I love my family. We do have fights like any other ordinary family and there are definitely times when I get extremely angry at little things but I still love them :'D

5) I love receiving self-made/written cards/letters! And I like to write them to my friends as well :)

6) I'm a pretty impatient person. I dislike waiting, especially waiting for buses!!!!! (omg especially waiting for bus 28 after cca in the past). I also dislike waiting for people hehe even tho it always end up with people waiting for me.

7) I love flowers but I've never received any before hehe

8) I'm insecure about my own body. I can spend a long time picking out every flaw of myself in front of the mirror :-( I know it's bad....... but girls... are girls. The guys in my clique love to tease me about my flabby arms which I'm fully aware of but I'm over it :'D

9) I love attending/helping out at school camps! E.g. Sec 1 camp, LTC, CCA camp, OBS, any sort of camps. And seeing my juniors preparing for next year's orientation camp makes me miss this year's sec 1 camp so much :-(

10) I love to perform. I love the feeling of performing in front of a crowd! I realised how much I liked doing so after joining dunman got talent last year hahaha. I wouldn't mind going back to the day again even though I get extremely nervous before performing.

11) I tend to overthink, a lot. Especially late at night, and I'll end up getting emotional and all :'D I have this bad habit of not 'living in the present'. I tend to let the past or what I think will happen in the future interfere with my decisions in life. And it's something I want to change about myself.

p.s. I found this article which I found very helpful and I'd like to share :D

http://www.positivityblog.com/index.php/2013/11/20/how-to-stop-overthinking/#more-7001

(I love this blog!!! you should read it if you have the time)

12) I dislike attention. (u must be lying bitch!!!!!!!) Don't get me wrong, I know everyone likes attention. I do like receiving compliments, but I do not like excessive attention, if you get what I mean. I admit, I used to like the idea of being popular (i know, i was an attention-seeking bitch) but this year, I chose to remain more discrete. That explains why I chose to create a new facebook account earlier this year, why I decided to private my instagram, delete off my old twitter and no longer 'promote' this blog of mine. And to be very honest, it has come to the extent whereby everytime I want to post about how I feel about something, or when I'm upset, I tend to contemplate a lot bc I'm afraid of how people will automatically classify me as attention-seeking - I'm afraid of getting judged. I used to be someone who would shamelessly post selfies every other day (-cringe-) but now everytime I want to post one, I'll keep thinking of how people will see it as. I mean, I still do take/post selfies but hardly - not as much as before. Well, at least I was confident about myself before.....

and now, I've grown to become someone who is consistently worrying about what others think.

13) I'm someone who does not know how to stand up for myself. If i were to ever face up to someone who dislikes me, I'll probably end up crying??? And if you did read my blog last time, I did mention about how easily I let words get to me and I'm not someone who can handle criticism/hate very well.

14) I dislike rumours/hate/assumptions and that's why I've been trying my best to stay away from these for this year. I do not hate anyone right now and I'm not planning to hate on anyone. I think it's stupid how people hate on another person who they don't even know personally lol. Most of the time when someone spreads a bad rumor about me, it always ends up coming back to me so I'm always fully aware of what people say/do so yep. I've learnt to accept the fact that not everyone will like you, and there's nothing you can change about it other then suck it up :-) But I admit that I'm not good at stopping myself from gossiping? I tend to get carried away easily with my friends but I'm not the only one who does that...... right? (i'm being honest here)

15) I've never been in a proper relationship before. Unless you count the one I had in early sec 1, which I'm sure some of you from my school are aware about, but, it was honestly nothing?? We did not even talk in real life or do anything at all so I choose not to classify that as an actual relationship haha, my friends & I laugh about it all the time hehe.

16) I've met a couple of very nice guys over the years and there are instances when we get too close but I tend to..... back out at the stage when it comes to relationship and I'll end up hurting the person..... (im sorry) I feel like I'm not ready to be in a relationship, to be fully held down by a relationship. I see it as a huge responsibility and I'm not responsible or mature enough to handle it. People around me tell me to try but I just don't have the courage to do it? I don't know.... I mean, I will get into one when the right time comes (c'mon... i'm still 16 haha) Besides, I'm not allowed to have one now.

17) And when I mention nice guys in my previous fact, I'm not trying to imply NICE GUYS FINISH LAST <<<< this is a super wrong saying. I like nice guys. I prefer nice guys to badass guys haha.

18) NEEDLES ARE MY WEAKNESS. I'm extremely terrified of anything that has got to do with needles. My family doctor, which is also my uncle is aware of it and I always get teased about all the time. I CAN'T EVEN WATCH SOMEONE GETTING A JAB IN A SHOW WITHOUT CRINGING/COVERING MY EYES // My endurace level of pain is ZERO. but I won't cry because of the pain.

19) I DISLIKE SNAILS, ACTUALLY IM SCARED OF SNAILS (i have no idea why) AND MY FRIENDS LOVE TO SCARE ME IN THE 'GARDEN' IN OUR SCHOOL AND I'LL END UP SCREAMING -_-

20) I wish i was better at team sports. I'm someone who prefers individual sports to team sports (probably cause I suck at team sports, e.g. basketball HAHAHA)

21) I admire people who can dance. I wish I was born as a dancer as well but I CAN'T DANCE FOR GOODNESS SAKE. I used to be a ballet dancer when I was younger and I regret quitting so so so so so so much!!!

22) I cherish my friends a lot. I do love them :D :D :D

23) I used to be extremely mean to guys who like me but I don't feel the same way back......... The silent treatment kind haha. I choose to believe that it's best this way instead of giving false hopes. But I'm working on it xD I feel terrible thinking back of the things I've done in the past haha. Now, I try to be friends with the guys and hope they don't interpret it the wrong way haha.

24) I love to travel but I've hardly been to much places because my dad doesn't like to :-(

25) I prefer wearing dresses/skirts to shorts/pants

26) I speak chinese at home. This is a shocker to a lot of people HAHAHAHA but yup I come from a chinese speaking family.

27) I'm the kind of friend who will lend a listening ear but give shitty advices (at least i tried.........)

28) I get a little bit too obsessed with movies/books about teen romance and end up getting my hopes/expectations very high up haha.

29) I LOVE reading blogs. It's my daily routine. I have a whole list of bookmarks in my phone that I'll check every single day without fail :D if I know your blog, your blog is probably on the list :)

30) I tend to keep things to myself quite a lot

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ok that's all for now :D

Expo/CCP

went to changi city point + expo with my mom yesterday and I was craving for ice cream so we had marble slab! The last time I went there was with ruixin :-)

We ordered the red velvet cake flavor and salted caramel flavor! Mhmm.





Headed to the book fair & I managed to get 2 books!! Can't wait to start ;-) my normal teen romance/chic books ask usual!!!! I have this bad habit of judging a book by its cover, literally. I'm sure I'm not the only one who does that...... right? hehe. Then we went to the food fair and we got so full from all the food samples!! But we did manage to get a couple of items (we didn't go just for the food samples yknowwwww, I mean). Haha and then to the john little sales!!!! I was actually going for the vans sale cuz I heard there was a super good sale!!! TURNED OUT THEY DONT HAVE ANY SMALL SIZES LEFT FML. The shoes were only $19/29??!!!!!!! T____T Roxy also had a super good sale and I managed to get a maxi skirt which I love!! Currently drifting towards maxi skirts nowadays :-) I'll probably get a lot from bangkok haha. I'm super excited for my bangkok trip!!!!! I haven't been shopping much just bc of the trip and I'll probably splurge like mad when I'm there haha.

Job training tomorrow & work from Thursday onwards! :) I'll be dying my hair hopefully by next week & I can't wait! I did try self-dyeing at home but the colour can't really be seen sigh. Hopefully it's visible when I dye it at the salon!

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oh and I dreamt that my clique & I were wrapping duck rice after prom in our prom dresses + heels and the guys in the suit, and apparently the rest of the cohort was there too, and they all ordered duck rice :'D

pictures of my wound!!!

hi :-) I decided to post pictures of my wounds so that I could look back in the future hahahaha but I locked the post so that those who don't want to see it can choose not to. If you're interested, the password is just 'wound'. Hahaha what you will see cannot be unseen so if you can't take the blood and all, I suggest you don't!!!!

wound updates (pw: wound)

day 1





Day 2


Day 3

mood

hi :-) this is probably the first time I've ever updated my wordpress on my laptop and i'm still not sure if I like it. I do love most of the features of wordpress except for the fact that we can't edit the themes unless we purchase it which is really annoying sigh. But I do like how it looks on mobile. I kind of miss the blogger platform :-( blogger or wordpress?I woke up with a really bad mood today and it got better after awhile. My wound looks terrible, and I'm unwilling to go to the doctor's because I'm afraid of injections and what the doctor will do to it. Mom bought some antiseptic solution, band-aid and all and it'd be really happy if it'd heal without having to go to the doctor :-( at the same time, I'm worried that by the time I go to the doctor's, it'll be in a very bad condition. Mom said if it's still not getting any better by sunday, we'll go see the doctor and I agreed sigh. It's kind of swelling at the side and I can't walk properly bc it hurts. But the weird thing is that it doesn't hurt when I clean it under running water or apply any solution. It only hurts when I apply pressure on it/walk. I'd post a picture of it here but it's gross HAHA, not suitable for the weak-hearted //

I have lots of plans coming right up and I'm so excited! A couple of dates with people - lots of catching up to do :) But damn I hope this wound recovers soon so it wouldn't stop me from going out! Job training on monday with Chia te and Zhi yu, I can't wait to work and earn some $$$$!!!!!






I miss prom :-( Wish we could go back to that night.

Cycling > Catching fire

Hi!!! :-) Chia Te, Li Ann, Zhi Yu, Ding Xuan, Dino & I went cycling @ pasir ris park at around 4pm yesterday! We didn't cycle much bc we had to teach zhi yu how to cycle but it's alright :)

As I was cycling, I lost control and I got a super deep cut on my leg. It wasn't painful at first until li ann/chia te asked me if I had any cuts on my leg and fffffffffuuuuuuuu, there was an extremely deep cut which was damn bloody and the portion of flesh was gone T__T I've never had anything like that before.... Chia te helped me to clean the wound and thank god Dingxuan bought plasters and all. Was kind of pain but it was bearable. Continued to cycle after that and 4 of us just chilled at the rocks while zhi yu continued to learn :)


The sea in singapore is so disgusting lol

Li Ann trying to disturb people in the tent HAHAHAHAH






















Returned the bikes and we all went home to change. The girls went over to chia te's place to change before we headed to ehub to meet the rest for catching fire!!!! It was super rush so most of us went to buy sushi and we had sushi for dinner in the cinema HAHAHAHA. The movie was........ meh. It's not thaaaat good like what people say haha. Went to mcdonalds to have ice cream and chit chatted until we realised it was quite late and we didn't want to miss the MRT...... But turned out we really missed the MRT so Tjinyang & I had to cab home!!

Showed my eldest bro my wound and he helped me to treat it so thanks bro :'D it was hurting like mad in the middle of the night and it still is as I'm typing this the next morning. Fml I really hope it doesn't get infected, I really don't want to get stitches cause I'm super scared of needles :-( please just let it recover, but there'll definitely be a scar no doubt sigh

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Update:
I JUST TOOK OUT THE COTTON PAD AND ITS SO GROSS NOW IT LOOKS ROTTEN AND IM NOT KIDDING FML FML AND IT HURTS :'( AND IM IN AN ULTRA BAD MOOD FML WHY LIKE THAT. BAD DAY.