End Of Promo's!

Hi everyone! :-) Promo's are finally over which also explains why I'm here - yay for (temporary) liberation!!!! So many things have happened the past few weeks and I doubt I'll be able to update about everything but I've been quite active on my dayre so you can follow me there if you want to!

I had a great end to Promo's with the bio paper going relatively well i guess, besides the questions I didn't know how to do hahaha it definitely was better than mid year's! Left the school and went for lunch with the girls to celebrate the end of Promo's! Settled for lunch at Itacho Sushi because we are ALWAYS craving for sushi in school. Spent a good ~2 hours stuffing ourselves with sushi and laughing till our stomachs hurt hahaha I was laughing so hard I started tearing at one point. Love moments like these hehee.



(No we did not eat at poulet HAHAHA we just thought that it would be a good background)

Went to get a bunch of balloons afterwards because......

We were gonna crash Sherman's house for his birthday surprise!!!!!

met up with silas and keith before heading over to his house because I (still) don't know the way HAHAHA while the rest of the boys met up with us while we were on the way :-) pretty much half of his class was at his place when we reached because they were all doing PW hahaha and yay our surprise went well!!!!

(HAHA please ignore my socks)
Candid shot by one of the guys HAHA He looks so cute with the balloons hehehee

Thank goodness we have mutual friends that makes everything so much easier :-) they're such a fun group of guys!!! hahaIt was also ben's birthday on Saturday (the same day as Shermz's), soooo

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

BEN!!!!!!!!

Left shortly after because I had to rush home to change before meeting Cheryl and Tjin Yang for an impromptu dinner!!! :)

Settled for dinner at MOF because Tjin yang signed up for a MOF Citizen card the previous time we were there

We were being a total public nuisance (as usual) HAHAHA

Went window-shopping afterwards and made an impromptu decision to watch Maze Runner! Saw a guy performing near the MRT while we made our way to tampines malll and he's so FREAKING GOOD!!!!!!!! Stood there for a good 15 minutes before rushing to get our movie tickets HAHA We had sudden cravings for blackball so we rushed back to tampines 1 to get one each and sneaked 'em into the cinema HAHA #skills BLACKBALL TASTES EVEN BETTER IN THE CINEMA HAHAHAHA MMMMM

Oh and we managed to get 3 tickets for $8.50 bc I had 2 free movie tickets :D $2.80 for a night movie?? YAAAAAS

The movie was so thrilling and so so so so so so so so so so so so freaking good! Omg definitely a must-watch!!!!!!! Even tho the ending was kinda confusing (for tjin yang and I HAHAHA) but it's overall really good :)))))

Really loving the post-promos life, how I wish it could stay like this forever. Can't wait to meet Rui Xin on thursday and the full clique on Friday!!!! Hope nothing crops up at the last minute :) HAVE A GREAT DAY AHEAD AND I'LL (try to) UPDATE SOON!!!!!

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Sigh I'm so tired of feeling this way

Why are you turning out to be someone I thought you'd never be?

I'm so tired of being afraid of you being pissed off at the slightest thing

I'm so tired of having to feel bad for not spending time with you

I really don't like the idea how vulnerable I am and how I have to be so cautious with my every move, in fear of doing something wrong.

Why am I starting to have doubts of this relationship? I know it's just a moment of thoughts and it'll probably be gone soon enough but sigh???? I don't know what to do and who to speak to???????? :'(

this sucks

life ain't all that great

eleven days

hi there friends :-) we're 11 days away from promo's and it seriously scares the shit out of me- not sure what to expect but I'm definitely putting in my best effort. It's insane how fast this year flew past, I still remember the very first time I stepped into VJ with Zhi Yu after we got our results, walking into an unfamiliar place, not knowing what was ahead of me, and now we're almost done with J1, ok technically not really, since promo's aren't here yet and PW isn't over..... (can't wait to get over and done with PW)

Reflecting upon the past few months, I'm grateful to have ended up here at VJ, getting the chance to meet so many amazing people here, not forgetting someone who means so much to me and is probably reading this (hi there hehe)

It definitely isn't easy being surrounded by smart people everywhere in vj while I'm just an ordinary student trying my best to surpass my own grades. I'm glad I didn't fail any subjects for my mid years but they were all in the C-E range so it's not that great either- the As and Bs seem pretty much unreachable.

Ah I honestly hope that I'll get much better grades this time round!!!!