:(

I've been feeling pretty lousy lately, not sure why I'm feeling this way.

Suddenly missing my secondary school life a lot, how things used to be, and especially my secondary school friends whom I got to see every single day. I'm glad I do have a few close friends here but I don't know, it's hard to find another group of friends just like them whom I can truly be comfortable with. It really sucks how we can only meet up once in a very long while and I do appreciate every single second we get to spend together during these lil meet ups. Thank goodness we are meeting up for dinner tomorrow, desperately need their presence in my life :'(


"hUh really???? but she studied so hard!!!" it does suck how I'm not performing up to my own standards despite putting in the effort :-( but I figured out that I just have to find the correct study method!!! promos coming up in 56 days and I want to do well so badly :-(

Been constantly reminding myself to stay positive no matter what since the start of the year, "positive things happen to positive people" and well tonight's an exception, I just don't feel too good tonight. Not sure why I'm feeling all emotional now, late night feels perhaps, or probably just my period idk but ahh I felt like there was a need to pour out my pent-up feelings and thoughts a little. Haven't felt like this for a very long time haha :-)

studying in school with sherman > dinner with the clique tomorrow :) it shall be za good day and it will be :)