Feelings

I think it's because of my period, hence this post.

I've been having mixed feelings about us lately, and I'm not sure why. I feel so distant away from you, both physically and emotionally.

I'm having doubts. And that shouldn't be the case..... right? Is this normal in a relationship? It's my first and I'm still learning and trying to figure out how all of these things work, i need to get it out of my chest and tell someone then I realize I have no one to turn to.

It's probably just a temporary feeling and I should just shove it aside.

It's our 6th month tomorrow and half a year is a really long time. It still feels unreal having a boyfriend and one year ago if you would have told me I would have a boyfriend I wouldn't believe you.

Just in a short year, I had my first ever date, I held a guy's hand for the very first time, I had my first kiss, I had my first make-out session, I got into a relationship.

I hope all goes well from here and we'll remain happy :)