Olevel results

It's 3am and I suddenly thought of my O's results which are coming out in less than a month's time and I'm honestly terrified. I have no idea why but I have been having a super bad feeling about it......... Thinkin' back, I feel like I've not done enough and the mistakes I've made keeps on replaying in my head in full exaggerated glory. I'm so afraid I will end up with a score that gets me to nowhere I want, I'm so afraid that I'll be the one crying when I get back my results just like how I did for my PSLE, I'm so afraid of disappointing myself and the people around me :'(

I keep trying to push the thought of my O'level results to the back of my mind but it just keeps coming back at night. A scene of me receiving my olevel results keeps on replaying in my head and it's mentally torturing me bc all I see is me getting extremely upset and crying.

Mom keeps reassuring me that whatever that's gonna happen in the future has already been planned out for me. Anyway there's nothing I can do about it besides just praying hard that all my efforts have paid off.....