I'm freaking out
Horrible scenarios replaying in my head and I'm so afraid of it happening in reality. I'm so so so afraid I will end up disappointing myself........... I'm so afraid that I'll be the one crying tears of disappointment when I get back my results tomorrow. I don't know what to expect. I need to calm down and I really can't seem to, mom even offered me medicine to calm my nerves. I don't know how I'll be able to sleep tonight. I hate this feeling....... My stomach is in knots just by the thought of it.
Maybe it's because of my past experience during PSLE which made me have the anxiety. I really don't want it to happen again. I've tried my best this time round, and there's nothing I can do about it i suppose.
People around me reassuring me,
"You can do it"
"I believe in you"
I don't mean to sound ungrateful but it makes me even more nervous...... I don't want to disappoint anyone, and that includes myself. I hope I do them proud and I'm praying real hard that my efforts will pay off.
Good luck to those who are getting back their results tomorrow as well! x
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