I'm so angry with myself because I stupidly downloaded instagram today to upload the graduation photos and I got so distracted by it for the entire day. THIS IS WHY I SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM SOCIAL MEDIA SOMEBODY SLAP ME AGH I DELETED THE APP FOR GOOD AND I SHALL NOT DOWNLOAD IT BACK UNTIL AFTER O'S.
O's starts in 1 day's time and I'm getting more and more nervous each day :'( I'm scared I'll screw it up sigh sigh PLEASE DONT. And after having such a unproductive day, it made me feel even more insecure about O's :( THIS IS MENTALLY TORTURING ME WHYYYYYY. If I don't do well I only have myself to blame. OK THE THOUGHT SCARES THE HELL OUTTA ME......
I need to stop thinking so much. (oh)
Hahaha and I was supposed to go to bed at 12am but I ended up having a h2h talk with someone (who's probably reading this so hi) hehe. Feels good to pour everything out even though it got so emotional halfway through.
Feeling better I suppose? :)
yup ok off to sleep!! Let's have a productive day tomorrow :) g'night!
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