we can do it

just came back from a jog and feeling contented again, so much better actually :-)
(don't mind my glowing forehead hahahaha)

got back our report books last night & I'm particularly surprised with my level position, it's so unexpected & I'm happy but i wouldn't say my results are satisfactory. I still can do so much better and I'll give in my all for O's! I was having a talk with my mom over dinner and I was telling her how afraid I am of history repeating itself again, I don't want it to end up like my PSLE.

I've actually set a goal for myself, for my name to appear in the list of people who scored 6/7/8 distinctions on the screen when we get back our olevel results (I'm actually quite embarrassed/shy to say it out bc I'm afraid I can't do it and I'm pretty sure there are people who are probably laughing at me & thinking I can't do it too) and I'm using it to spur me on. If you feel like giving up, don't. Use something to motivate you, to spur you on as well. Lets all work hard together for this last lap. We can do this!!!

Oh & it's so nice of the school to get the sec 1s to write encouraging messages to the graduating students! I can still remember vividly when we were still sec 1s and we wrote for the graduating students and now, we ARE the graduating students, this is so weird & unbelievable

"The beginning's just another end
It's not too late to start again
When hope is all too hard to hold
Just take a breath and let it go"