We're exactly 2 weeks away from O's and the nerves are seriously kicking in, I get butterflies in my stomach whenever I think about it & so panicky. It honestly scares the hell out of me to think that the next time I take an exam, it will be for O's itself. The exam we've been preparing for is almost here. (cringe) this is the only chance we have, to put what we've learnt for the past few years into the real test itself, I'm scared. And I need to get this fear out of me :-(
I'm so afraid I won't get the desired results I want, that I won't be able to get into the JC I want and I'll end up disappointing myself. I keep picturing the scene of myself collecting the results which makes me even more anxious.
I need to get all of the 'what if's out of my head and believe that I can do this. Long day of school ahead, good night!
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